{"id":287,"date":"2007-12-19T01:51:09","date_gmt":"2007-12-18T22:51:09","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.kleckas.lt\/blog\/rukai-as-irgi-ne"},"modified":"2009-03-25T18:44:33","modified_gmt":"2009-03-25T16:44:33","slug":"rukai-as-irgi-ne","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.kleckas.lt\/blog\/rukai-as-irgi-ne\/","title":{"rendered":"r\u016bkai? a\u0161 irgi ne."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Taip, jau beveik du m\u0117nesiai nuo tos dienos, kai <a href=\"metu-rukyti\/\" target=\"_blank\">v\u0117l paband\u017eiau mesti r\u016bkyti<\/a>. IR DAR NIEKAD nebuvo taip sunku. Tiesiog tragedija. Keikiuosi, kad prad\u0117jau r\u016bkyti, po bene s\u0117kmingiausio mano metimo &#8211; 2005 lapkri\u010dio-2006 lapkri\u010dio m\u0117n. Ner\u016bkiau apytikriai lygiai metus. T\u0105kart me\u010diau gan lengvai, ta\u010diau dabar&#8230; Kankyn\u0117. Gal tod\u0117l, kad iki metimo r\u016bkiau vien &#8220;Klaip\u0117d\u0105&#8221;, &#8220;Belamork\u0119&#8221; ir kitok\u012f \u0161lam\u0161t\u0105?<\/p>\n<p>Kol kas sav\u0119s r\u016bkan\u010diu dar nelaikau, bet \u0161variu &#8211; nebe. Be nuod\u0173 i\u0161tv\u0117riau 5 savaites &#8211; po to nebesusilaikiau. Dabar net turiu <a href=\"http:\/\/www.manoknyga.lt\/lengvas-budas-mesti-rukyti.html\" target=\"_blank\">knyg\u0105<\/a>, kuri\u0105 jau daug kas <a href=\"http:\/\/www.blogas.lt\/londonbridges\/323156\/\" target=\"_blank\">apra\u0161\u0117 ir kalb\u0117jo apie jos s\u0117kmingum\u0105<\/a>. Tikiuosi, ji s\u0117kminga bus ir man.<\/p>\n<p>Ech, vaikai, paaugliai &#8211; neprad\u0117kit r\u016bkyt. Jaunyst\u0117j tai atrodo kr\u016bta, linksma ir nieko baisaus. Bet dabar suvokiu, kad prad\u0117jimas r\u016bkyti buvo mano viena did\u017eiausi\u0173 gyvenimo klaid\u0173. Plau\u010dius diegia, oro pritr\u016bksta, gal\u016bn\u0117s tirpsta, galva VISADA sunki, dantys genda, burna smirda ir \u0161iaip nekomfortas. O atsikratyti niekaip neina. Neprad\u0117kit, vaikai, nuo\u0161ird\u017eiai patariu. O jei prad\u0117jot, meskit, kol ne per v\u0117lu &#8211; laikui b\u0117gant potraukis tampa nebenugalimas. Paklausykit kvailo NEsenio :)<\/p>\n<p>Kita tema: ra\u0161in\u0117liams &#8211; poilsis. Vis\u0105 praeit\u0105 savait\u0119 kankinausi su danten\u0173 skausmu, \u0161i\u0105 savait\u0119 kankinuosi su ka\u017ekokiu lievu per\u0161alimu. Darbo daug duoda, nieko nesp\u0117ju, nes sergu ir nei\u0161eina anksti keltis. Tod\u0117l ir ra\u0161in\u0117liams poilsis, nes noro ka\u017ek\u0105 ra\u0161yti labai ma\u017eai, nors juodra\u0161\u010diuose visko pilna. Nieko, kal\u0117dos, naujieji, reiks imt atostog\u0117li\u0173 ir atsigaut. :)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Taip, jau beveik du m\u0117nesiai nuo tos dienos, kai v\u0117l paband\u017eiau mesti r\u016bkyti. IR DAR NIEKAD nebuvo taip sunku. Tiesiog tragedija. Keikiuosi, kad prad\u0117jau r\u016bkyti, po bene s\u0117kmingiausio mano metimo &#8211; 2005 lapkri\u010dio-2006 lapkri\u010dio m\u0117n. Ner\u016bkiau apytikriai lygiai metus. T\u0105kart me\u010diau gan lengvai, ta\u010diau dabar&#8230; Kankyn\u0117. Gal tod\u0117l, kad iki metimo r\u016bkiau vien &#8220;Klaip\u0117d\u0105&#8221;, &#8220;Belamork\u0119&#8221; [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[375],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-287","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-dayafteryesterday"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/pbFPw-4D","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kleckas.lt\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/287","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kleckas.lt\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kleckas.lt\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kleckas.lt\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kleckas.lt\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=287"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.kleckas.lt\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/287\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":839,"href":"https:\/\/www.kleckas.lt\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/287\/revisions\/839"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kleckas.lt\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=287"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kleckas.lt\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=287"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kleckas.lt\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=287"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}